1. Sleep All Day sleep shirt- Victoria’s Secret PINK

Today was the laziest sunday ever. 
Oversized slouch shirts like this are one of my favorite
things to sleep in (and roll out of bed and throw leggings with). 
This was one of my favorite looks for 8am classes- oversized shirts,
leggings, some form of boot and large sunglasses.
I woke up extremely early for a sunday (6am) and promised myself that I would
spend the entire day in bed. Not a far stretch, since I stayed in the same position 
until 2:30pm. I only broke my promise to myself because
my mom && sister showed up with presents and offered to take me to Cheesecake factory.
(The way to my heart= sequins && candy).
Yesterday was an awful day (hence the reason for my seclusion).
I got in a friendship-ending discussion with someone who’s
been my best friend since I was fourteen years old. 
My mind knows I was right, but my body woke me up
extremely early feeling guilty as if I had done something wrong.

I’ve known our friendship was over for awhile, but that
didn’t make the conversation any less painful.
Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part- it’s accepting
that a person you care so much about is capable of consistently hurting you.

10 thoughts on “

  1. Aw I'm sorry about having to break up with your friend. It's never fun, no matter what. But you know your reasons are right and You're going places so in the future you'll still have the memories of the good times.

  2. I have had that conversation too. Well, I tried to converse, the other party resorted to accusations and name-calling. Don't feel guilty Carly. It shows maturity and wisdom that you recognize people that shouldn't be in your life anymore. Now you can concentrate on other, more constructive relationships.

  3. champagneblonde says:

    Gosh that sucks! i feel i'm on the cusp of having this conversation. i know in my heart the friendship is dead, but the memories of what we were make it hard to say the words. take care of you! because you make a lot of people happy here through your blog and you work on youtube. we're all on TEAM CARLY!!!

  4. I'm really sorry about ur friendship.I've been there too with my best friend.I don't know ur exact situation but I know my friend didn't always treat me like she should've.I finally decided I deserved better…and that she'd become someone i didnt want to be friends with.i missed the old her but I wasn't gonna be the only one trying to fix everything for the thousanth time..thing is,after 6 months she finally contacted me and apologized.I haven't seen her much but were definitely on good terms…..I hope u feel better<3

  5. I do realize this post was a while ago, but I can't help but completely relate to the friend issue. Sorry, hopefully you don't mind people bringing it up (again.) But you took the words out of my mouth. I wrote a blog on it and am debating on 'publishing' it or just letting it go- it's been over a year and suddenly I'm starting to get that guilty feeling. Anyway.. hope you've moved on as much as possible. You do amazing on your channel and blog.. xxo

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